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The Scenic route
Approaching the exit
I don’t know about you but I have tried many times to get off this busy motorway of life onto the scenic route. Feeling excited as I approach the exit ahead, thinking it won’t be long now until I finally leave this fast pace of life which I have so longed to escape, always knowing deep down that I have never belonged on the motorway. All I ever wanted was to experience life on the scenic route, believing it existed and desperately trying to find it. All the while dreaming of how wonderful my life is going to be, wondering what new opportunities await as I follow the open road ahead. Free to explore in whatever direction I wish to go.
New road layout ahead
At first, things appear different as I observe the new surroundings completely unaware that my ego is already in the process of reinventing itself, taking me on a little detour while planning to rejoin the motorway further down the road. Allowing me that short journey of freedom, giving me the feeling life is amazing, not having to navigate the busy flow of traffic anymore, carefree as I hit the open road having freedom now to choose a new direction. Although feeling a little apprehensive at first not having that familiar feeling of safety or boundaries that I had been used to I just knew things would be okay. My intuition was becoming stronger as it assured me that everything was going to be fine. It wasn’t long though before I had a feeling of fear rising up slowly inside me challenging my decision on leaving the motorway, telling me I needed to go back. It wasn’t right to try and go out alone on the scenic route… it wasn’t safe… I won’t make it on my own, stop… go back before it is too late…
Oh No…….Only a diversion
To my surprise it’s not long before I find I’m actually back on route towards the motorway preparing to enter the beginning of the next experience life has to offer me as things start to speed up once more, again leaving me little option but to continue with the hustle and bustle of life. Feeling trapped once more by the fast pace of life going down yet another motorway. It may look a little different but I know that it will soon begin to feel familiar to me again as I surrender to the flow and continue on the journey waiting for another opportune moment to leave again, still dreaming of what is to come while reflecting on where I have been. I remember how wonderful that brief moment felt as I found the scenic route. I now know it’s real…I now know it does exist. Nothing is going to stop me now…
Finally……
After travelling many miles, gaining much more confidence, learning how to navigate the busy flow of the motorway, becoming stronger I finally manage to silence the ego for a little while and delegated it to the back seat…My intuition now joins me once again as I slow down and leave the motorway …Feeling more determined than I have ever felt before…The scenic route here I come…