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Bipolar…Mental Health…Society Today…
When you keep everything inside, and never speak about how you feel. To the outside world, you may look fine, people never see how your feelings are affecting you.
You go about your day wearing a mask, pretending all is well so they will never ask. How are you they may say? And you reply everything is okay! But what you really want to say, is no I’m not…really okay. I’m finding it hard to cope today. I don’t really know what to do, to cheer me up as I feel so blue.
It’s hard to be happy all of the time when your moods are unbalanced and you feel them decline. Some days I’m bouncing off the walls, feeling so hyper I can’t sit still. I just keep going on and on, like a fully charged battery which can last for days. Other days I find I’m not so good and just stay in bed under the covers as each day passes until I recover.
It’s hard to find a balance so I fit in, I just want to be normal and feel happy within. I can’t remember the last time I felt normal, but as I compare myself to everyone else, I know I’m not the same!
Some people judge me for the way I behave. They have no idea of the daily battle I face. But I would love to tell the world this is who I am. I am doing my best to live my life the only way I can.
I don’t want medication to block out who I am, or have a man in a white coat telling me how to live. Putting me in somewhere safe, telling me it’s for my own protection. The world is not equipped to deal with people just like me, so they stick a label on what I’ve got and blamed it on society.
They say it’s all about the trauma you have suffered as a child. You will never be the same again it has definitely ruined your life. They never really address the real root cause. They just treat the symptoms by drugging you up with pills. The pharmaceutical company wins in the end, making even more money. They keep you in the cycle as it’s all just about supply and demand.
They may increase your dosage every once in a while or offer you a new pill and say it’s a trial, as your body becomes more tolerant each day, you never even consider they are bad for your health. You believe the doctor is taking good care of you, but they are just as much to blame. They know the tablets you take are doing more harm than good. The medication will never fix you and they know it never could. It’s now time to wake up to the truth, to finally take back your power. After all, it is your life and you should choose how you want to live.
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